When I was little I imagine I became pretty disconnected with my inner feelings and my inner truth. Some were probably too painful and lonely. The answer I found in focusing on the outer world. Trying to maneuver and control people and things. At times it was probably a healthy transition and then it turned into an addiction. What better way to keep this up than by being a parent. Of course I have to control the little people, they need me, I know better and on and on.
If I focus on controlling and managing them I maintain my distance with the joy of life and I am trapped in the mind. I bring my energy and my focus into myself and things flow. I connect with my Self and I participate fully, I feel more vibrant and loving.
